the omen

i woke up this morning in tears. i was having a dream! a BAD BAD dream. that explains why my physics prac is in sucha mess. MESS.


my BAD dream is sooooooo horrible! omg! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dun let it happen to me! i'll die.



i dreamt that my parents were killed when they were overseas. juz the two of them overseas. somehow i received this info from dunno where(it's a dream. how i noe how i knew it). den somehow i got to noe their possesion are left with $2000. and i broke down into tears as i thot: how are my sisters and i supposed to survive with this little money until Os? they've got sku.. the utilities fees.. the food.. the everything...... and i cried and i cried and i felt so helpless. i wondered how to take care of them. i wondered how to give them the best.



wow. i dun believe i was soooo wei da man. i kept thinking of the welfare of my sisters. how are they going to go thru these and that. wahahaha. i never thot i would think soo much for them. well. maybe now i noe. haha.



but please please please. never let this happen. this morning, when i was waiting for my aunt to fetch me go lunch before prac, i was thinking that if i was killed -example: kana bombed by terrorist or anything- i wanna die with my family. i want to be with them until my last moment (: