hahahha! i noe i very long never update le. lazy mah.

to jasmine first: yeah! muz apply seventeen card! i think it looks nice and i lyk it! it sort of a card which gives u alot of priviledges when u go shopping (: but i think no use lah. go out still have to remember which store got discount. haha. i signing up cos i lyk the card. nothing more. lol.

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anyway got my Os results le. truthfully, i'm stuck between happy and sad. i'm not neutral, i feel both happy and sad at the same time.

when i got my results from ms tay i was really stunned. my hands started shaking. and i turned around and faced my class. walked a few steps and started crying lyk i did damn badly. in fact i was juz too shocked and happy. but the more i got my results the more emotion came. which was lyk hours after i got my results. disappointment. i guess. i was lyk aiming for 5A1s. so that i can get the pink form and my parents can lyk go to sku and see their daughter going up the stage to receive smth soo prestigious. i'm sad i've disappointed my hopes of seeing my parents being proud of me.

my papa is super happy with my Os. so very very very happy. i feel guilty. and i dun think he should be feeling so happy. i thot he would be a bit disappointed or smth. but he wasn't a bit disappointed! he was grinning from ear to ear since i told him over the phone.
-which happened lyk 3times-
dad: u noe ur sister's results? good not?
sis: yeah.. i noe.. of cos good lah.
dad: not good. is very good.
sis: .......

how come! how can he do that. i'm really sad i karn make him even prouder. it makes me cry at this very thot. i really wan the 5A1s not for myself, but for my parents. am i weird? i dunno.

this is the very reason why i'm sad. not my score, my the number of A1s.....

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whatever the case, siyu and lingting!!! i'm soo proud of u girls (: siyu straight As student with SIX A1s! oh my! so proud of her can. second is lingting! five A1s! ur hard work paid off (: woohoo!!!
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lyk wad siyu did in her blog, i oso wanted to thank a truckload of ppl since my Os:
my dad
-for driving me to sku every morning and chicken essence! i feel so xin fu to be fetched to sku every morning! (:

my mum and sisters and relatives
-for their loves and supports

yima
-for visiting me and see if i'm doing fine and worry lyk ants on a hot pot

my da jiu jiu
-for tutoring my physics

wei zhe
-for helping me in my maths questions. so sorry i got A2 for emaths. so ashamed.

wei xuan
-for lending me to memorise ur eassay! yay! without ur eassay guess now is college choose me not i choose college

last but not least,
teachers for all ur efforts. without teachers would i even get to take Os?