jiahe aka 'the man' is so cute can!

he always come running to me whenever i reached home, smiling (:

sweetness and uber cuteness minus ugliness.

i'm so gonna fall head over heels for him

oh and he's very smart.

perhaps in ten years time he'll be a little nerdified mugger.

he loves english but speaks no jap.

oh! and he said "i love you" to me on thursday nite! (((:

i've video-ed it down.

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life's not getting any better in jc.

instead i feel that life's geting worse by the day,

and happiness level decreasing by the min,

feel so sick of studying tirelessly from day to night, night to day

well, i dun really have an idea of how tireless i've been studying,

i jus feel tired lah.

my grades are lyk my all-time-favourite roller coaster that is on its way down the ohmygoodnessly-downward slope.

down and down it goes.

i dun understand my lectures, i karn do my tutorial.

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it's stressful to have tests after tests,

especially SPA after SPA ))):

SPA makes me want to cry.

SPA makes me feel EXTREMELY stressed out.

oh man, how i hate the system.

all this stress make me kinda emo.

i cry easily these days.

i've been thinking of what will happen if i quit sku.

so sick of going to sku.

so, tell me,

when can i have an official break from all these never-ending unhappiness?

to be truthful,

ppl around me are another stress factor.

everyone in class is always doing very well in their work.

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jiening's really smart,

and studying appears so easily to her.

half her brain cells i'm grateful enough.

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CHINESE is stressful,

probably why i'm starting to dislike my chinese teacher.

he ALWAYS gives me very low marks for compo and i'm very bu shuang okie ):

i really dunno what's happening to my chinese.

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perhaps,

i'm just going thru the roughtest path in my seventeen years