this is gonna be a long post.

been thinking a bit more than usual these few days. the fact that i've been thinking is kinda unusual perhaps due to the hols factor and the india trip factor, i realised i find myself more yihui now. yupp, was talking to chunchen last night. he said he can feel that i've become much happier and cheerier after the india trip (: i tells you man, india trip really rediscovered me. i've lost myself so much that i've lost the once cheery yihui unknowingly.

perhaps i'm really a lagging one, i was still saying after the trip that i havent rediscovered anything after the trip. but after talking to chunchen, he made me realised that i've really rediscovered myself. to be truthful, since sec 2 i started thinking that i'm not always an optimistic person and partially pessimistic. but it was really during the mountain trekking that made me realised i really am an optimistic girl. i tend not to think of all the bad consequences and just give my very best in many things i did. but the only regret i had was not being able to see the sunrise together with all the psp-sians. it sort of confirmed that i'm not a determined one. however, yihui will still strive harder to be a more determined one. i dunno if i'm going to go on a mountain trekking expedition again. the scenery and all was wonderful at the peak of the mountain but altitude sickness really made me feel unfit even when i'm just walking around helping out around the hut. just imagine me climbing up the some hill to watch sunrise, it really made me felt the whole world spinning madly around me. hmm but nonetheless i dun mind going all the way up to the first trekker's hut. it's really found there! and there's snow! there's so much that the psp has experienced that all cannot be expressed fully in words. everything will be kept all deep deep down and really close to my haart.

to sihui and huiyen,
thank you for being so high and all, there's so much more to be said yet i dunno how to put them in words. i really thank you alot alot. i love you two alot alot!

and somehow, new year resolutions suddenly seemed more realistic and important. somehow i think the india trip made me feel that there's a purpose in life and that i'm still in search of my purpose in life. at least now i dun feel that there's no purpose in my life! perhaps there's a purpose already juz that i have not yet noe due to my lag time hahaha (:

i've been on a roller coaster this year, full of extremes ups and downs. to sum it up:
first three months
got into og24 and got to noe a few acquitances. since my og isnt very united and i'm lyk one of the highest og member, well you can say that my og isnt very fun and all haha
den got into 0624 where i got to meet weilin, ben, clement, marcus and rudi and together, we're called the b6g. hahaha had loads of fun and till now we're still meeting up during the hols to catch up and all. yupp that's nice (:

release of Os results
i really thought i could get into tjc science with ten minus two points. well of cos i didnt make it to tj cos i dun have high chinese to minus another two points. if i have the two points i'll definitely be in tj right now. anyway i was posted to nyjc and i appealed to mj. mj accepted me and i was really really struggling between mj and nyjc. in the end i rejected mj and chose ny. yepp. i was damn damn damn sad. that period of time cried lyk crazy. was super sad.

anyway got into 0611.
this class is so lifeless i've lost my cheeriness unknowingly. i onli get back my life when i'm back home with the little ones. i talk more at home then in sku. sku suck totally!

soccer
i joined soccer cos minxuan likes it. i dun interact with any soccerettes but minxuan. was one of the lousiest in soccer. didnt get into team. and everything goes down hill. i talk even lesser walao things suck so much i dowan to say anymore le lah!

photog
i joined photog. another loner again. i juz kept to myself during the photog course. that's so not yihui to be not talking! but i did it though i hated being quiet.

PSP
den joined psp with yiteng and jia ci. ever since the first psp meeting in sku, i've never thot of ponning any psp meetings. i really love PSP! PSP ROCKS MY LIFE! I LOVE ZE LOGS! IT'S MY LIFE!
thank psp for bringing me up to the peak of my life this year.

christmas!
whee! is lyk finally after three or four years that i'm receiving a bag of christmas present from family lah. so happy to receive presents. unwrapping the presents are exciting! surprises really make me happy (:

OGL
got to noe baoqi and guanheng. i like them they're nice and enthu and fun to be with and baoqi's cute! hahaha hmm i wonder wad my og is gonna be. hopefully they're the enthu and united type (: i dun hope that they're lyk my og haha cos i've once said if i'm the ogl of og24 i'll be damn sad haha

oops shit i havent done my homework. when sku reopen i'm gonna be a deat piece of meat