went ntu open house with my cousin, her father, her brother and sister yesterday.
was super alot of ppl over there. and lyk yes, finally i think i noe wad i course i wanna take in university already! (: i thought i didnt want to take engineering before this. but after going there i think i wanna go environmental engineering! it's something which i'm really interested in.

however, the ntu's students they always dun seem to be willing to give me a pamphlet ): everything i walk past them they'll rather give her brother den me. yanting and me are the same age. my boy cousin is younger den me. so is yanting's sister. den everytime they will give him this phamplet and that pamphlet lah! den is everytime i look and them and give them the "i want one too' look den they give it to me. they always dun intend to give to me. abit sad. must resort to 'give me that' look to get pamphlet. den the students there must me thinking "walao this kid want our pamphlet for wad" or smth. booo

i finally noe why they wont want to give me pamphlet when i was asking about environmental engineering from this malaysian guy. so we talked talked talked and he suddenly asked my uncle if we're all one family. so he said everyone but me is his kid. den he said "no wonder. i was wondering why got one bunch of sec sku students come and ask about this." and he asked which level i'm in. so when i told him he said i look lyk i'm in sec sku. and my uncle agreed. gahh!

actually, when i think back carefully, i have quite some stuff that some girls want but not have. hahaha they can be envious of me for all i care lol. but sometimes things things are smth which i rather not have cos i dun lyk ppl to have the perception of me acting cute when i'm not! BOOOO! sometimes i dun lyk to speak up, esp to a group of ppl, cos i worry they think i act cute or thinks that my voice's irritating. looking younger than wad i should be, in fact is something good. but it sucks when ppl think that you have the same mentality as the age i look. but if i look on the brighter side, well at least i look old at an older age. as in OLD. it's just in my genes. most of my mama side family look younger than they should. so is my popo! she definitely look at least ten years younger than her actual age! yay! i wanna grow pretty lyk her (:

waaah suddenly litespeed uploaded alot of stuff yuck.

YAY! gtg out with b6g in a matter of mins! wheee