typical & untypical leo

LEO - The Boss

Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

haha bossy! that's what my sister always say i am. i dont deny that. i think if i'm others i'll be so irritated by yihui. haaa but i cant help it. i know i'm bossy at home. maybe due to the fact that i'm the oldest? hahaha can boss my sisters around. make them on the heater for me, do this do that, even their homework i also like to kaypo abit. and make them do what i say. OMG! i sound irritating! lucky i'm the eldest. lucky i'm not in the position of my other two sisters hahaaaa okay, i'm bossy at home. when i'm not at home, actually i dont know. cos i dont do reflections. even when others make me do reflections, i cant remember. my brain is hopelessly blank.

anyway, i think the above is only about half right. i've got split personalities. in front of friends, i think i'm more quiet. more cautious of what i'll do or say, i think. i'm straightforward, i know. but if i know that i'm going to say smth that might hurt others, i'll stop saying bout that. but there're also times whereby i'll just talk without thinking and there it goes. may hurt others. however, in front of family, i'm really noisy, pratically a chatter-box. so my cousin cannot comprehend why i say i cant make new friends lol. at home, i just say anything i like. i dont care. even if they hate me, also just for a short time being only. my sister says i brag. but i dont think so. i'm just shamelessly proud of myself when i do smth well. haha sounds dumb and it's dumb but i'm just dumb. but my mama is on my side okay. she says i'm not bragging and that's true and smth to be proud of. hahahaaa love my mamaaa!

oh, my point is, i'm a person with extreme personalities, in my point of view. i may be an introvert when i'm outside and an extrovert when i'm home. i like to make ppl happy, and make ppl angry as well (esp if they make me angry). the list goes on. i'm lazy to think of more.


warning: disgusting content starting from now.
i really suffer from constipation. and it's a chronic problem. for as long as i remember, i dont shit every day. so if i do, that's a miracle. just now i wanted to shit but cant shit again. as in i want to try shitting everyday but that's not possible. i asked my ma whether it has always been a problem and she said that since very very young, since i was sitting on the potty, i've had shitting problems. i remember there's once my shit stuck in the middle of nowhere. it hadnt come out but it isnt totally in. just.. stucked there. den my ma told me to take a rest and have a pear. i didnt want to take a rest initially, thinking that it's so gross to let it go back in again. but i gave up. had been sitting on the potty until my bum is red with the circular potty mark. haha and miraculously, my shit came out after eating the pear. i was sooo happy okay. so until now, i really still love shitting cos i feel cleaner and healthier each time i do that. believe me. i suffer from serious shitting problems. my shit dont come out once every two days. that bad enough. you dont wanna know it's frequency. it's disgusting.
okay, end of disgusting content.

waaah, went badminton yesterday. my uncle booked the badminton court at his school. let me count. i think sixteen ppl turned up. we had eight courts all to ourselves at the beginning but of cos we didnt use up all the courts. played from 1530 till 1800. though i wasnt playing it all the time but i was physically active for the entire time. today i'm suffering from muscle ache on my bum! both sides. dont know why. i dont feel muscle ache anywhere except for my forearm (as i've expected) so does this mean that badminton is a work out for the bums as well?

going to geog camp on thurs! no need to go to work! yay! next week will be my last week ;D hurrays!