my cousin's engagement

today my cousin is legally married cos he signed the papers. we had dinner but we'll have another wedding dinner. hmm very confusing, i dont understand how things work anyway. maybe on wedding's night, the bride will wear the pretty pretty big big wedding gown? today she (i should call her my cousin-in-law already?) wore gown but not the kind of pretty bride's gown.

anyway, the dinner was buffet style [sigh, there goes my diet plan again ))):] but the food was good, actually great! OMG had free flow salmon sashimi. try mackerel and swordfish. my sisters dont like swordfish cos they think it's too fishy. guess i dont mind fishyness and i think i like the fishyness of fish hahaha i know i'm weird. den i like the mackerel too but my little sister practically spat the entire thing out. anyway i ate salmon, mackerel and swordfish sashimi today and we totally love salmon sashimi. my mama loves it tooo! i think i still can imagine having the sashimi in my mouth.

other than sashimi, i had loads of dessert [another diet-destroyer] totally in love with their choco mousse. and i had a small ovalish bread which was good. the surface of the bread was crispy and the inner white bread itself is soft. fantastic. the tempura was good too but kind of oily [still i ate a handful of them] and there's durian prata, the adults love it. maybe i'm affected by ppl around me [like jn and my sister] that caused me to not like durian that much now a days. or perhaps i just grew kind of sick of durian that i dont particularly crave to eat durian?

urgh can feel my fats forming. booo.

and, i think marriage's kind of scary; in fact, very. or maybe it's because my cousin-in-law still feels like a stranger to me? i cant think of the day i get married. i cant think of the day i hold the wedding dinner. it makes me shudder to think of that. haha sounds so scary. the committment, the trust level, the everything. sounds so much so huge. sounds like a burden as well. oops. anyways, i still wish that they'll grow old together and have a happy future ahead. [aiya i dont know how to express lah, just wish them happiness]

oh ya i'm down with my luck to meet an asshole tuition agent who refuses to pick up my calls cos she owes me $35. $35 also want to cheat me. really cheapskate.

p.s. i should have taken photos of the food and my cousin and cousin-in-law right. but i didnt. guess i was too busy with my food. either that or i was too exhausted after school.