Saturday, 8 November 2008

sleep


this is what i do every morning. i do it for a few times every morning. i even set two alarms and keep snoozing them for like 5times each before i could drag myself out of bed. and there are even times when i snoozed so many times until my alarm gave up waking me and hence i'm late. crap.

i havent been sleeping enough this entire week! if eight hours is the optimal number of hours that we should sleep each night, i've been lacking tons of sleep since secondary school days (except during my holidays). let's see how many hours i've been sleeping so far

sunday night (the sleep before monday's lectures) :~6hrs
monday night: ~5hrs
tuesday night:~5hrs
wednesday night: 2hrs!!!!
thursday night:~6hrs
friday night: tonight.. most probably 5-6hrs.. gotta wake up early.

really. i think the key to getting good grades is not mug hard but sleep hard. with so little sleep that i get, i think i've lost the key huh.. sian~ no motivation + not enough sleep = wont study at all. how to get good grades you tell me. (5+5+2+6+6)/4=4.8hrs every night! and you cant just average out sleeping hours! uni life can really kill me as easily as a bug. people always assume that i require very little sleep due to my short sleeping hours every night. but that cannot be helped. i cannot not rest after a day in school. i cannot eat faster cos when i do, it affects my mood. i like to go online and just surf aimlessly and i only do my homework after 10 or 11pm. lol i know it's my fault but i cant help it. i'm really one who needs alot of sleep for me to work well but i just dont sleep at the right time. even if i plan to sleep early, i'll still end up sleeping at 1-2am. sleeping at 12am are already the earlier bedtimes already. impossible. uni is more like an institution that trains us to not sleep at all instead of one that trains the mind. crap.

i want to sleep.

2 comments:

kk said...

i've been sleeping very late too. missed my jc days lah. i think i'm getting dumber.

i slept very little from sat to sun! went off to sleep at like about 1 am, and was woke up by the thunderstorm at 2 am. and then i couldn't get back to deep sleep. felt like i was thinking about stuff or dreaming consciously. then i woke up at 5 am to accompany my mum to the airport.

managed to survive today with great energy boosters: heavy breakfast, 2 bananas, coffee, energy bar

actually not much to survive lah, it's only a gruelling piano lesson since this week no japanese.

luckily tmr's afternoon class!

haha, my longwinded comment. could be a blog entry le.

yihui said...

lol. i was also thinking that you could have blogged in my comment box when i was reading half way through your comment. but i also comment alot, sometimes, in your blog.

eh, since you think you're getting dumber, i think the hypothesis (that insufficient sleep leads to dumbness) is true. therefore, H0 is accepted and H1 is rejected. lol~