the wonders of nus

i had my lunch with my cousin today. cos i was sitting alone along the corridors of sde and waiting for time (2hr) to pass. so anyway, i also dont know what my cousin was doing lah, walk here walk there. den he told me that he didnt slept the entire night, which is like me. i also stayed up till like 5am to do my ES report. anyway the point is, he had nothing on and didnt sleep the night before, yet he was there walking here and there -.-" queer one. so anyways, it was around lunchtime so he asked me to go lunch.

him: have you eaten?
me: not yet.
him: not eating ah?
me: can eat, can dont eat.
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so anyway it was after the lunch, there was a sudden realization that after i've entered nus, i've learnt alot of things.

1. not sleeping throughout the night
because i'm a last min worker, so is my team, we always stay up the entire night to complete and rush through our projects. my team mates havent mastered the art of staying up all night. but i've tried not sleeping for the entire night up till 8am in the morning. furthermore, because of cyclohunt, i've actually stayed up all the way till 4++pm the next day before i went to sleep.

and besides, even though these are some of personal choices, there are instances whereby the school actually encourages indirectly that students should do whatever they can for their grades. like now, i've already received the nus email saying that the study room in yih will be opened 24hrs so that students can study. i dont really think this should become a culture of the school, like having 24hrs facilities to cater to students for them to study. but sadly, i think this is a nus culture. it's actually like a reminder to tell you to start studying.

2.eating is an option
as much as i love to eat, now it is not a necessity to eat. and sometimes i eat for the sake of fulfilling at least having a meal in a day. this is really really bad. i'm eating because i feel that i'm not eating sufficiently. therefore i enforce a rule for myself to at least eat a meal a day. but the good thing is i still have some ration in my room. so it's still not too bad. no chance for a freakingly skinny yihui anyways. haha. but still, i think this is a bad habit.


i realised, i've changed.
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but for the worse :(